Boat in a Saline Solution

New day

Firstly, I opened my window and it felt like the wind was caressing me.
Secondly, I've spent the last 7 or 8 years watching Youtube. I've done 0 character development. Strip away the act and who am I?
Thirdly, I have nothing, I really really enjoy. Maybe in 5 days I'll have something figured out.
Fourthly, knowing that I have the capability of becoming a diddy scares me.
Most Drakes and Diddys are

I'm gonna try and touch more grass.